who- a freshly showered and giddy writer, motivator, friend, and potEntiaL::LoveR … LoL [inside joke]
what- life is full of twists and turns.
when- 1:38 am
where- sittin’ up in my room…
it’s funny how everyone seems to have that moment in time where they feel that things are perfect. everything is predictable and systematic. everything seems to be happening exactly how we imagined it would. the ‘right’ way. all of our wishes- granted perfectly. then. THEN! all of the sudden, out of NOwhere, you get the wind knocked right out of you. and i mean HARD. it’s no joke. often times people can’t recover from the blow. and those that do recover, haven’t learned a thing.
maybe it is that blow that has people scared when positive things come into life. it makes you automatically get suspicious like - “uh oh, this is too good to be true. i just KNOW this mufukka about to lie to me about some dumb shit” we be trying HARD to create some shit just to confirm our fears. when in fact fear usually is the LIAR. USUALLY, it’s the lack of confidence and other zEn-bringing qualities that can cause all this foolishness. nothing else. if you woulda just CHILLED the fukk out, you might have had a fighting chance boo boo! *sheesh!*
it just sucks when people sabotage some good shit to protect and justify a paranoid phobia. ugh!!!!!
anywho- i just wanted to thank my homegirl who totally made my day today on yahoo msngr. omg she was soooo sweet this is what she wrote: “Excellent blog! Very informative and inspirational! You go gurl. I love the tips about having positive chi, I am actually starting to clean and neaten up my space so that the energy can flow….my family is very stressed and sick….you can tell how we keep our space. We really need to organize and declutter. Again, EXCELLENT!!! I love it! I really appreciate the fact that you take the time to do this and I will be sure to check out your blog on a more regular basis. You are truely an exceptional lady and positive being. Thank you for just being who you are! Seriously and sincerely.”
talk about LOVE… it DEF makes MY world go ’round.
thank you miss lady!!!!!! you are truly appreciated
talk about LOVE… it DEF makes MY world go ’round.
thank you miss lady!!!!!! you are truly appreciated
beSty
Comment made on June 18, 2008 @ 1:03 pm
Just here to co-sign that fear-factor flukeness that affects some (but not othErS) *lol* Zen-On! ~beSty
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Comment made on June 19, 2008 @ 11:01 pm
i love
this blog
i always
get sad
when i dont see
a new post
keep
the feelings raw
and cheers
for being strong
in the face of….
you know the rest