who- someone that is learning to get closer to zEn by any means necessary… du-rag on, peasant dress & flip-flops what- life is beautiful - even the ugly stuff when- sunday noon where- in the back seat on .95 South.
when you are going thru a difficult time and it feels like someone is literally stealing the air out of your lungs, it is important to remember that it’s only a feeling. not to minimize it but, air IS in fact going into your lungs and your heart [thank Goodness] would be beating perfectly normal if it weren’t for these … ‘feelings’ . not sure if anyone will even know what i’m talking about but imma keep going cuz this is my blog. :) anyways- my point is that, no matter how bad it gets. how much he dogs you out or how much she doesn’t tell you her deepest secrets… ultimately, boo boo, u gonna be aight. you will not be going into cardiac arrest or suddenly develop broken-heart cancer and DIE. it’s just not gonna happen. what will hopefully happen is that God blesses you with another day to inhale and exhale oxygen while blood pumps happily through your veins. hello??? do you know how many people can’t say that? some people have it so bad that they can’t even complain cuz nobody really gives a damn! i don’t know about you, but every time i even THINK about feeling like ‘nobody cares’.. i suddenly get this amazing outpour of love out of every possible angle. ‘how are you, are you ok? you need anything? u got it.’ ‘im showing a house but if you need me, i will drop everything i’m doing to talk to you’ ‘you are beautiful inside and out, i hate to see you not smiling and having an amazing time’ it’s so overwhelming, that it shuts me up quickly! it makes me recognize how good i have it. the amount of unconditional love i have in my life is so beautiful that i shouldn’t even have time to complain. the nerve!!! please take the time to honor and appreciate those that have made your light brighter instead of giving so much time, attention,and ENERGY to the ones that are taking away from your light every chance you give them. peace & blessings…. 
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::DISCLAIMER::
welcome to my blog... i write everyday. i'm very random. intensely emotional. constantly seek zen in everything
|a walking contradiction|
i'm a freelance writer so don't get confused [or get it twisted] by the very improper way that i write on this blog. these thoughts are personal not business. that's different. :) iloveyou4reading.
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thevisualpoetssociety
Comment made on August 1, 2008 @ 11:44 am
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Sincere
Comment made on August 2, 2008 @ 9:09 am
Right on time as usual with your blogs.I was just about to go through my ”poor me” mode.Thankfully I decided to man up.But nonetheless my feeling is at this moment in time…love pretty much sucks.I mean does it have to be so difficult?I know we live in a real world but can’t it once be like a fairy-tale?Just for a lil bit.But yeah…just like you said.We gotta realise how good we have it and realise all the love we have around us.Good job on the blogs again homie!
eLbie
Comment made on August 3, 2008 @ 1:31 am
tvps- will shoot u an email…
sin- i’m so glad you were able to see something you needed in my post. i live to be useful.
Msboymeetsworld
Comment made on August 4, 2008 @ 6:00 pm
Well as you know I went through a very difficult situation last year, so I can relate to the tenth power. You know we sit around praying and begging that these difficult times pass us, when in fact it’s those difficult times that shape us the most. We find creative notions and unique ways to express ourselves out of pure determination to survive and make it another day. I am a witness to the goodness of GOD and the courage of the human spirit.
Miss you so much and hope to see you soon ms. elbie!
Topanga
eLbie
Comment made on August 5, 2008 @ 8:13 am
topanga!!!!! thank you so much for the love girlie… can’t wait till u hear the new song i’m working on. i know u gonna love it! smoooches!
Anonymous
Comment made on August 6, 2008 @ 10:14 am
Let me find out you have a soft side (wink) I don’t usually see this when we talk in person..Thanks for letting me see your insides if only for a sec…as for the “pity party”…don’t have time…I have destiny to catch, hope she doesn’t slip from my tear soaked hands, from the journey…not being morbid just real…-L
Nolawi
Comment made on August 7, 2008 @ 10:10 pm
hi elbie
good thoughts
eLbie
Comment made on August 8, 2008 @ 2:20 am
hey Nolawi!! thank you for coming by… and anonymous… is that u LD????
Anonymous
Comment made on September 4, 2008 @ 10:07 am
Yep if u mean L-dog…”el pero” in the flesh…