does it make sense to feel like you might have bitten off more than you can chew ?? i mean, who’s fault is it that you took such a big ass bite of that cake anyway ? shit.. not the cake’s! in this world full of mistrust, how is it possible to move forward with something that is virtually unknown? does it even make sense to do such a thing? don’t people always say, “stick with what you know”? for some reason that is what makes the most sense to me. but in true faulty-human fashion, i tend to jump right in, before i even check the temperature. sigh… may have given too much, too soon. so now i’m left with some questions… do i really want to do this whole dating/relationship thing? do i feel like dealing with the all the extra shit that will come with it? have i not been SUPER content so far this wonderful year with just being alone??? yes, i am well aware that there are [and will always be] those inevitable moments of lonely despair, not to mention, sexual frustration. but, don’t those moments [in fact] come even STRONGER and deeper when you only have ONE option for emotional and physical release?? i mean… i’m just saying. is it truly worth it to give up those things that are just YOU, in order to merge lives with another [equally] faulty human being?? i dunno… can’t quite call it as of yet. but we shall see. any thoughts? i will respond to comments for this one.. 
who- an unsure and faulty human.
what- leaping before looking
when- 11:41am
where- undisclosed location. window-seat, 1st floor
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oops- did i do it again?
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Comment made on July 21, 2008 @ 11:29 am
this is
how i
deal
i believe
relationships
while challenging
at times
should not be
hard
i follow
my instincts
and
when i have
questions
as you have
i leave
well enough alone
if a situation
doesnt feel
right
i pass
i dont need
to know
the reason why
its just that
ive lived
long enough
to know
what works
for me
and true magic
has no reservations
h…………………………………
eLbie
Comment made on July 22, 2008 @ 9:43 am
‘true magic has no reservations…’ wow- that was put very beautifully.. thank you. but don’t you also agree that nothing GOOD comes easy??? so how do u entertain that thought without getting stuck in something that isn’t gonna go anywhere positive???
the visual poets society
Comment made on July 22, 2008 @ 10:43 am
you are
welcome
i recognize you
though
you ask questions
i used to
i disagree
with you
about the
‘nothing good…’ quote
aside
from death
there are no
absolutes
in life
(although i am sure
there are scientists
working on that…haha)
everthing else
is what we
make it
what i have found
is that
people
tend to take for granted
what is easy
somehow
we ingested
some myth that
only through blood
sweat
and tears
can something worthy come
not true
i do believe
going through
the fire
enables you to
appreciate more
but it is not
imperative
we will attract
many types of
people
but
we can choose
who we
let in…
sometimes
we accept
what something symbolizes
instead of what it
actually is
and thats how we chose
who is wrong
for us
i tend to
take my time
when i meet people
the facade
can only hold
for so long
they usually have less patience
ultimately though
you want
what we
all want
a companion
who is strong
and can also
rub your head
(in the meantimes
we get restless
lonely
reckless)
just remember
focus on you
and hell be there
in no time
he may already
be around
h……………………….
eLbie
Comment made on July 22, 2008 @ 3:40 pm
again, thank you for such kind words… i do see your point. not everything has to be so brutal. i get it
excuse my theater..
the visual poets society
Comment made on July 22, 2008 @ 7:22 pm
haha
anytime
no excuse
necessary
what is life
without drama
waiting
for your next subject
h……………………