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    • Jul
      8
      2008

      .addictions.

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 9:56 pm on Jul, 8 2008

      who- i feel like somebody’s momma today! 

      what- when do u stop listening to the same complaints from the same person??? / ‘elbie when i first saw u, u  looked like a judgmental bitch- it blows my fukkin MIND how smart and kind you are’ 
      when- 9:04pm
      where- in my room with the fan blowin’

      ok so.. WHY is it that people ASK me for advice yet they don’t take it. i mean i don’t even LIKE to give it because of the fact that i’m so opinionated. i don’t want to offend somebody in the process. 

      [pause]

      ok- i obviously DO wanna offend them- it’s just that they can’t take the harsh reality. then they end up being mad at the messenger- being moi. when, in all honesty, wouldn’t you wanna be rude if someone opened their mouth to tell you that they are physically addicted to their boyfriend and have to go to REHAB because of it. yes, ACTUAL rehab .  

      *blink*blink*

      NOW do you see what i go thru??  why keep calling me to get my ‘take’ on things and see how i would handle the same situation?? WHYYYYY?  u still gonna do the same dumb shit you were gonna do anyway. i don’t feel like wasting my valuable WORK hours hearing you and giving you jewels when all you gonna do is throw them away! no honey. my shit is too valuable for that. ok???  thanks. 

      furthermore, i had a conversation with a person today that told me that i looked like i would be a judgmental bitch. i do??? how does that look exactly?!? she then proceeds to say that she is SHOCKED that i am the way i am. ‘u do NOT  look like you would be so spiritual, smart, and kind-hearted’. well THANK you for the kind words but i guess i should work on LOOKING the part too?? i mean come ON! gimme a damn break. i smile and say hello to people most of the time.. doesn’t that count for anything????

      -: i ♥ vocab :-
      extirpate \EK-stur-payt\, transitive verb:
      To pull up by the stem or root. To destroy completely. To remove by surgery.

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      Jul
      5
      2008

      monogamy anyone?

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 8:27 pm on Jul, 5 2008

      who- a super excited artist that is about to have a REAL chance to shine :)

      what- why are people scared to be with just ONE person? [and] i’m performing in b-more on august 16th!!! 
      when- 8:10 pm
      where- in my sister’s room with vH1 on the tube…

      ok- is it just me or are people increasingly changing the definition of relation-ship? i mean. it used to be that 2 people meet and if they fall in love, they devote themselves to one another , get married and called it a day. a month. a LIFEtime. somehow, that evolved into infidelity.  THEN ..meaning now.. it became necessary to create alternatives to the ‘norm’.. add new dimensions to an old idea. open relationships, swinging, polygamy … all of that seems to be the norm all of the sudden. 
      wow. 

      i’m a very possessive child and am often super spoiled when it comes to what i need and want in a relationship. i don’t play games what-so-ever. i demand a 100% devotion, 110% adoration, and 120% affection. at all times. AND make sure there is extra left over. thanks.

      now you know why i’ve never been married.

      how is this evolution of relationships gonna work with someone like me? i mean, i realize my demands may be too high, which is why i was comfortable with the idea of not finding that anytime soon. and was even getting used to the idea of single motherhood.   IMAGINE?  

      can u blame me tho? i mean, look around. there are almost more divorces than there are marriages! i mean come ON people!!! u know me, i get very attached to people!! and i absolutely hate breaking up!!!!  *siiiiigh* it’s rough out here for us hopeless romantics. i tell u.

      oh- but guess what tho??  i just found out that i’m opening for the hip-hop legends show
       how freaking cool is THAT??? 

      my manager is the SHIT. seriously. i am very blessed. 

      -: i ♥ vocab :-
      fantast  -  an impractical person. a visionary. one who indulges in fantasies and daydreaming. 
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