who- a needy little girl that wants like a MILLION hugs and kisses….
what- pain-bodys GALORE
when- 11:25am.. right after yoga
where- in the kitchen
ok…. does anybody else have an issue with letting go of something that is bad for you??? i mean, how HARD is it to let go of something toxic?
well, if you’re anything like me, the joint could practically be flesh-eating and you would STILL be holding on for dear life. but WHY??????? here’s a clue.
one word- three letters…
EGO.
chile PLEASE. that’s all it is. i mean i look back and replay some of the shit i been thru in my past relationships and i LITERALLY held on to be aboard a sinking ship. for what???
a whole slew of dumb reasons… among them being something along the lines of:
’i'll be DAMNED if i see another bitch on your arm!!!!!’
how annoyingly superficial.
there is NO good reason whatsoever to wanna be around for someone’s abusive behavior [or even the LACK of loving behavior]. fukk that! there are so many more progressive routes to take in life, people. i mean-REALLY!!
i had to tell myself that shit cuz i tend to sacrifice everything just for the sake of preserving the familiar. honey- it is NOT worth it … nor is it working. familiarity is NOT the end all be all.
letting go of identification with [and attachment to] people, places, or things is true POWER. [i read that in A New Earth]
so power UP people!!! cuz i sure will.
-ear candy of the day- ”you’re gonna be a great mom”
the visual poets society
Comment made on July 11, 2008 @ 11:21 pm
its ok
at least
your heart
is in
the right place
weve all
wasted time
on someone
who didnt deserve it
or held on
because of
his abs
or her ass
youll
get past it though
simply because
youre aware
you know what i
consistently say
to myself
i say…
there are 7 billion people
in the world
ill find her
h…
Natalie Ojunga-Andrew
Comment made on July 15, 2009 @ 12:11 am
Thank you for posting that blog and being so transparent. I have gone through that exact same thing, and it took some time for me, but thank GOD that I came to the same realization that you did. Just hearing it from you too added to my understanding.