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    • Sep
      25
      2008

      -brokEn siLence-

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 12:11 pm on Sep, 25 2008


      [currently] in dc - in my robe…  heated.


      ok. first things first. i will recap what happened at the AA-Day parade. i had a photoshoot on this past sunday. while on the way to the train to times square to scout locations with the photog, we ran right into the middle of the parade. we were unaware that it was even going on but were pleasantly surprised.

      so we stayed.  and it was all ‘ok’ where we were for the most part -  until we were leaving at about 7:30. 

      we were in my car at a red light on 117th and 7th. all the sudden a crowd of people are running towards us from across the street. something tells me ‘lock your doors’ but i’m too busy looking behind them to see what was making them run so fast.

      cops.

      good ole blue & white.

      about 10 seconds after all the colored folks ran across the street, dispersed, and disappeared, here come your boys, 3 of them,  panting for dear life. especially the one that looked like he weighed 300 lbs EASY. poor thing- was pulling up his pants that kept falling down….  [how he had on pants that were actually too BIG is beyond me]  any’who, he somehow miraculously made it across the street first.   he ran almost right into a bystander that was standing next to a parked car.  obviously discombobulated and embarrassed, he gathers himself and GRABS the young man and throws him to the floor.  here come the other 2 [one of whom was a light-skinned african american man] running to ‘the scene’.

      just like it was a horror movie we watched helplessly as the 2nd white cop INSTANTLY pulls out his night stick and **BAM** right on the young man’s head.  he didn’t even think twice before he did it again.  and again.  and again. 

      we couldn’t believe our eyes.  so much so - that a photojournalist was almost too frozen to make a move towards the drama.   

      i put the car in park, and we both yelled, ‘OMG!!!!!!’   before she pulled her lens cap off and jumped out the passenger side door.  

      i stared at the commotion as her flash pierced through the darkness.  flash -  flash - flash … it was BRIGHT too.

      i guess blue & white noticed that too and 2 of them grabbed her [one on each arm] and ‘led’ her to the sidewalk.

      WHEW. i thought they were gonna beat her down too.  for ‘interfering with police investigation’ or some shit. 

      and like a true journalist, she kept flashing away via her zoom lens. 

      so many emotions flooded to me all at once. fear, anger, hurt, helplessness… HOPElessness… the whole shebang.

      it was  a mess… i wish i was in a position to recorded the whole thing somehow… it SO would have made the 10 o’clock news honey. please believe. 


      the second thing is way too involved and emotional for me to type. it involves a very disturbed man that has been [silently]stalking me and decided to break his silence on wednesday. it’s my turn now and i want to address that via video… i will post that shortly… stay tuned.

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      Sep
      22
      2008

      harlem, a ‘third-world country’?

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 7:51 am on Sep, 22 2008

      [currently] in bed looking at the news, wondering, who out there really cares? 


      my weekend was pretty amazing. i came to my real home by running out of my former one like bat out of hell.i actually left EARLY, imagine that. my ride was short, mainly due to the illegal speed i was involved in.  when i got into town, me and neffy tried to do some msfortune work but the planets weren’t in favor of it that day. we got caught up on saturday tho.. along with my laundry. even did a little video (<-- click that) about our adventures in mocha 'lounge & grill' in Harlem.  

      then yesterday was the african american day parade in harlem. i ended up there unexpectedly but was happy to be there. that is UNTIL i saw little disasters explode everywhere.  

      mainly- it was the outburst of the too-many-black-people-per-square-foot [and the cops are allergic] syndrome. 

      *sigh* i saw 3 police officers beating a young guy that was not involved in anything illegal. i wanted to blog about every detail but the fact that no news media even showed highlights of the parade [good or bad] makes me feel like being silent…..


      i can’t   
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      Sep
      14
      2008

      transitions…

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 2:38 pm on Sep, 14 2008


      [currently] at bff’s house chillin with my god♥baby, getting ready to go downstairs to the theater room to watch dark knight.  


      ok. so last week was a wild one to say the least. lots of stuff happened around me. some out of left-field. some out of right.. and some - just BAD. 

      i couldn’t help but get quiet and pull back, as i normally do in the midst of chaos and blatant disruption. [it's either that or unleash a colony of scorpions on folks so errr ummm..]  in the midst of my internal quiet, i saw many true colors emerging out of people’s aura.  

      [disappointed] story of my life huh? always expect folks to be super duper, and then get mad when i discover the holes in their operation. UGH!!!!!! 

      for example, i had everything set up to move into this spot [had a deadline to move-by and everything] and the ‘realtor’ that hooked me up [and BEGGED ME to move into his property] ‘got busy’ and didn’t return my call the weekend that i was to move in.  HOWEVER, when my battery died on cellphone#1, i called him from cellphone #2, and the muthafukka called me back in less than 45 seconds talking about ‘did someone just call me’
      [is that not some disrespectful shit?]

      this FOOL, is so clueless and shallow, that he actually thought i was gonna wait around till he decided to get out of his flaky aquarius mode [sorry non-flaky aquarians] and BACK to fukkin rEaLity. [well, i got news honey!] 

      i don’t have time.   which is precisely why i moved into the harLem.spot that i shoulda signed up for from giddy-up.  bloop bloop! 

      let’s see what else: oh yeah i got some new ink!!!!!  :)  this is tattoo #2 for me but it CLEARLY felt like the first time all over again cuz HONEY- the 1st one did NOT feel like this joint right here.  OUCHIE!!!!!!

      fAbzEn tip #3  [be beautiful and on TIME.  :)]

      everyone that knows me, knows that i don’t wear a watch and i am on my own time most of the hours of the day, week, and month.  the other day. i experienced an amazing phenomena.  i planned a day ahead and was a whole 40 minutes EARLY to an appointment!! it was in town about 45 minutes away from me and it was a very important meeting. i did NOT want to make a bad impression, so i rose to the occasion. i was focused.  i started getting ready a whole 3 hours before. it was very cool because it felt like i was on my own time due to the fact that i wasn’t rushing like a crazy person.  i actually did my make up in the bathroom mirror [as opposed to the rear-view in my car lol]  i had time to pick up a fresh lemonade 55 minutes before my meeting and go over the questions that i would be asking outside  in the parking lot. 

      when i showed up 4 minutes before 10am, i was greeted with nothing but smiles and handshakes. it felt AMAZING!!!!!  i will be making a habit of being early for stuff.  it will be kinda hard in my personal life tho, but imma work on it loviEs!!!!
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      Sep
      10
      2008

      accidEntaL.tourists

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 6:40 am on Sep, 10 2008


      currently [under the drier-harlem]


      i was sitting in a diner with new roomie the other day talking about how people come into your life to teach you some real shit. 

      good or bad. it still be real. 

      it goes without saying that, often times, these folks come into your life and do nothing BUT wreck shop… i call them the accidental tourists. 

      but even tourists tend to learn something in the midst of all their ignorance don’t they? so- those people were learning from you. [you aren't the only important person on the planet you know]  and as inconvenient as they are in your life, they too, have an overall purpose in life’s ultimate plan for you. 

      and let’s be honest, they teach us something too. what to avoid like the plague, that’s what. that’s good to know too, isn’t it??

      hell yeah!

      as for me, i’ve been moving and shaking. finally am a resident of the great island of manhattan [what did tupac say on a different world  when he came busting into 'the pit' to get lena back ? ...  -ah yes-   "once again it's on." ] the last time i lived here,  i wasn’t nearly as grown as i am right now honey. 

      so errrrr ummmm…       i feel sorry for the vultures.

      musically- my live all-lady band is slowly coming together. i have my back up singers Kim & Sade that have come through for me in so many ways in such a short amount of time.  AND those bitches sing better than me. so how did i get so blessed to have them backing ME up?  *sigh*   [God is too good] i also have promising bass player and drummer chicks. :)

      i have 3 songs in the works currently with 3 different producers. i need to crack the whip on myself to complete at least one every week this month.  i mean… they are almost done     
      so errrr ummmmm…    YEAH.

      here are some pics from a show i was a part of on 9.29.08 in dc:


      :: fAb.zEn.tIp ::

      ladies, there is almost nothing that feels more divine than being fully done. hair, nails, toes, tummy :)
      so even if you can’t afford that $50 spa pedicure or $35 span mani this week, it doesn’t mean that you can’t indulge and pamper yourself.  it may seem silly at first but soak your own damn hands and feet in water with rose petals in it! use your favorite aromatherapeutic oils and indulge for about 8 minutes of quiet soaking. don’t ask me why 8- just made it up. 

      then once you have soaked - gently exfoliate to get the dead skin off and now you are ready to paint!!! 

      and don’t just throw the polish on, take 15 minutes and carefully paint your toes first then your hands. make sure u use q-tips and nail polish remover to get any polish of your skin. and bam! 
      the cheapest way to feel instantly beautiful!!

      and since you saved so much money on that, you can now afford a fresh veggie/fruit juice. my favorite blend is: carrot, spinach, celery, apple, ginger, and lime.  it may sound gross to some of you veggie-phobes, but trust me it is YUMM and your body will love you for it!   

      until next time… smooches!!

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      Sep
      5
      2008

      -is he serious???-

      Written by eLbie in zEn at 1:03 pm on Sep, 5 2008

      ok. i was catching up on some reading and i happen to come across a post about your friend young b[u]rg [if u even know who he is]  if you don’t know who he is please don’t google him because i refuse to promote the color struck idiot.  


      so how about this- this fool is gonna say that he ‘doesn’t do dark butts’ …. 

      i’m sorry- did he just say DARK BUTTS?    not only are we reduced to pigmentation, but we are also nothing more than a single body part????  

      no maam. o helllllll no. 

      first of all, who the hell told him he was the MANDINGO that has all the women in the world waiting for his little rageddy ass ‘approval’????

        get the fuck outta here.

      oh and i’m not done, he continued to say that he had a ‘pool test’ .. where he brings the girl back to his place and has her submerge herself into the pool to see if she comes out looking better than she went in… 

      ok-


      please somebody tell me to calm down.

      is this idiot for real??? nigga- do YOU look better when u come out the damn pool?????? further more u weren’t even that cute before you went in!!!  

      ok that’s all. i’m not even going to give the idiot any more airtime.  just had to vent real quick.

      be back soon with an update on ME- this IS my blog isn’t it?
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