[currently] at bff’s house chillin with my god♥baby, getting ready to go downstairs to the theater room to watch dark knight.
ok. so last week was a wild one to say the least. lots of stuff happened around me. some out of left-field. some out of right.. and some - just BAD.
i couldn’t help but get quiet and pull back, as i normally do in the midst of chaos and blatant disruption. [it's either that or unleash a colony of scorpions on folks so errr ummm..] in the midst of my internal quiet, i saw many true colors emerging out of people’s aura.
[disappointed] story of my life huh? always expect folks to be super duper, and then get mad when i discover the holes in their operation. UGH!!!!!!
for example, i had everything set up to move into this spot [had a deadline to move-by and everything] and the ‘realtor’ that hooked me up [and BEGGED ME to move into his property] ‘got busy’ and didn’t return my call the weekend that i was to move in. HOWEVER, when my battery died on cellphone#1, i called him from cellphone #2, and the muthafukka called me back in less than 45 seconds talking about ‘did someone just call me’
[is that not some disrespectful shit?]
this FOOL, is so clueless and shallow, that he actually thought i was gonna wait around till he decided to get out of his flaky aquarius mode [sorry non-flaky aquarians] and BACK to fukkin rEaLity. [well, i got news honey!]
i don’t have time. which is precisely why i moved into the harLem.spot that i shoulda signed up for from giddy-up. bloop bloop!
let’s see what else: oh yeah i got some new ink!!!!! :) this is tattoo #2 for me but it CLEARLY felt like the first time all over again cuz HONEY- the 1st one did NOT feel like this joint right here. OUCHIE!!!!!!
fAbzEn tip #3 [be beautiful and on TIME. :)]
everyone that knows me, knows that i don’t wear a watch and i am on my own time most of the hours of the day, week, and month. the other day. i experienced an amazing phenomena. i planned a day ahead and was a whole 40 minutes EARLY to an appointment!! it was in town about 45 minutes away from me and it was a very important meeting. i did NOT want to make a bad impression, so i rose to the occasion. i was focused. i started getting ready a whole 3 hours before. it was very cool because it felt like i was on my own time due to the fact that i wasn’t rushing like a crazy person. i actually did my make up in the bathroom mirror [as opposed to the rear-view in my car lol] i had time to pick up a fresh lemonade 55 minutes before my meeting and go over the questions that i would be asking outside in the parking lot.
when i showed up 4 minutes before 10am, i was greeted with nothing but smiles and handshakes. it felt AMAZING!!!!! i will be making a habit of being early for stuff. it will be kinda hard in my personal life tho, but imma work on it loviEs!!!!
Sincere
Comment made on September 16, 2008 @ 1:12 am
Hey what up homie!?I swear your blogs are like a breath of fresh air.I’m really diggin the realness in it.The whole thing about keeping quite…wow why don’t people understand that.I do the same exact thing because it’s best for a super scorpio like me to just hush instead of putting the stinger in the deserving ones asses but anyway.lol.I sooo feel you.And the part about time totally struck a nerve because I recently went through that last week.So this girl I know an associate tells me all the great news about her achievements in the media world so I say yooooo lets meet up share some tips.We arange a time.I’m there five minutes early(typical me)She shows up an hour late.I am fired up inside but in true scorpio fashion I don’t show it.So I say ”wow you look nice”She says ”yeah”.LOL. ”Yeah?”I still play it cool and i’m like dawg how come you’re so late?She says ”you think this takes five minutes and rolls her eyes”Can you believe this?I say ”aight yo have a good day.I got somewhere to be.”The look on her face was soooo satisfying but I wish I never flirted or gave her any compliments.LOL.Sorry for the length of this.I just wanted to share this.
thevisualpoetssociety
Comment made on September 16, 2008 @ 7:23 am
elbie
looks like
this new york move
was a good decision
as a chronic early person
i say
welcome
to the club
keep the energy nice
h………..
eLbie
Comment made on September 17, 2008 @ 10:41 am
visual poet- i’m sorry i think you had said to get in contact with you to ask me somfin?. don’t know if i did. i don’t do too well with cross-messaging. e-mail me if u still wanted to holla. sorry for the delayed response.
peace.