[currently] sitting quietly in bed listening to the construction outside my window. happy to still be in one piece.
ok so let me run down my hellish weekend really quick. rode down to dc on friday with my beSty and even though we were behind schedule a bit, all was cool with our travel. i get to dc,m ind you i have no car cuz i left my annie in brooklyn at beSty’s house. i get the run around from potential feng shui client, and decided to book studio time at 6pm to get this song i wrote into SOMEbody’s protools.
in the process of it all, the lady returned my call and told me that she can be home for me to do a quick run-down of her space. it was easy for me to decide not to cancel my studio time for her too-busy self so i politely pushed her to reschedule. :/ it annoyed the hell out of me to turn down coin$ - but right is right.
now MIND you- the whole time, i have to coordinate rides from people [something i NEVER do- ask anybody for favors] cuz i have NO car and my sister’s car just happened to be in the shop.
needless to say- i spent 3 hours in the studio and i don’t have an mp3 that i can post up because it wasn’t mixed - i mean not even a DOT. i’m so irritated. i swear. i am tired of spending time to record some shit for NOTHING. wtf??? i still have NO SONG to put up on my myspace and it’s going on 2 YEARS since i had a new song. i keep writing stuff - recording it - and then after that it’s like my vocals go into the black hole of i-don’t-feel-like-mixing-this-song-for-elbie today [or tomorrow or the next week]. aint that fukked up????????? i’m seriously about to get mad. and i’m ABOUT to be a supreme BITCH about anything that has to do with me taking my TIME [time IS money] to stand in front of somebody’s microphone and create some shit. in my attempts to be ‘nice’ and not ‘bother’ people, i have seriously LOST a lot. and wasted a lot of time and fukkin effort. i mean - it’s not just MY time that is being wasted either so wtf?
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ok so then my saturday night was a MESS- i spent it being blown my the parental units. *sigh* i love them dearly but we have a difficult time seeing eye-to-eye on a lot of things. one of them being this blog and the fact that i share more with the “world” than i do with them. they have a point, but it’s not something that i’m proud of OR happy about. due to how life has went for us, it’s the card that we have been dealt. but in my heart, i know that it’s never too late to cooperate and get a new deck.
as for my blog content. first of all- my blog is for ME. M-E. got it? i want to document the trials and victories of my life for MY own reference. yes- it’s public, yes- people can read it. BUT no- i don’t tell all my business on here [i'm a scorpio people - read about us] and NO- i don’t do this to gain attention and for people to look at me. cuz guess what? i get plenty of that everyday of my life OFF the internet, and it’s not all that. now, because some people choose to be stalkers and silently lurk around my shit only to take what i write and make ASSumptions and such- it is not my problem. thaaaaaaanks!
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and the final kicker to my wonderful weekend [if u could only see my face right now] was yesterday as i was trying to leave. packed up all my favorite candles and gorgeous candleholders [3 medium boxes worth] amongst other things. in the process of loading the car, i got distracted by parental unit #1 and smallBADdog and get this- LEFT ALL MY CANDLES ALONG WITH MY KEYS.
KEYS- all of them. house - car - mailbox - all of it. annie is still in brooklyn until i get the overnight package tomorrow am. *breathing*
can you imagine??? i left out so much other crap you wouldn’t believe. i’m just sooooo happy to be back here.
[fAb.zEn tip of the day]
even when life throws you a bunch of rotten eggs in your face, always find the good among the stench.
mine is- i didn’t forget my yoga mat!!!!! yaaay yoga in 10 minutes.
tootles !!!!
*p.s this blog has not been and WILL NOT be e-dited… so ignore typos and such. thanks. [2932]
woooHOO!!!!! and 1 already client in dc while i’m there. wooohoooo!!!! life is so good.Oct152008
[currently] sneaking a picture of us watching the debate chez-moi. we were so into it. yelling at the screen and getting ready to jump into the screen and WHOOP mccpalin’s ASS - yeah, i call him that. i call her that too. any who…
why couldn’t he answer any question straight up???? he is a bumbling and confuse child of God. i’m telling you, all that hostage stuff got him traumatized, and i don’t think the presidency would be good for his nerves. he needs a nice retirement (with his wifey’s coins) and some applesauce. that’s it.
as for everybody’s husband/family man - he KILLED it. lemme hear you say OOOOOOOOO-BAMA!!!!! the man just exudes integrity and he just looks so presidential in SWAGGER!!! don’t hate. he can’t help that he is so educated and wants to take NO prisoners as he single handedly UPGRADES the black state of mind in ‘america’ . just IMAGINE how little black boys in the hood will change how they think about their future. the possibilities all of the sudden will include : ‘i can be president’ . i have never heard a little black boy say that before. it’s always the little white boys and girls that get to have unlimited dreams and aspirations. AWWW-SHIT … a black person with goals as big as their white counterparts????????? THAT is what mccpalin was talking about when he said that my boy is ‘dangerous’ . y’all aint ready.time to move my car!!!!![back] ok- i just have to add this tidbit in. WHY are there STILL so many people that didn’t register to vote??????? why am i not hearing “HELL YEAH!!!!” when i ask folks if they are gonna vote???? wtf???? it hurts my heart that people haven’t gotten it thru their thick skulls yet what it is that we have to do as a UNITED front against this sorry ass UNgovernment. cuz, honey, they really ain’t governin’ SHIT but their offshore bank accounts. UGH!!!!!!!i’m disappointed people. i really am.
