[currently] contemplating a bright future and thanking God for all the blessings that He continues to bless me with. in spite of my imperfections.
ok so i have to vent a little bit about some stuff. well scratch that, i WAS gonna vent about some stuff but decided to keep it to my private collection. on another and equally important note tho’, i wanted to answer some questions that i have come across. one of them being about my music. where is it? where is the girl band? when.. what.. who? !!!!! let me tell you something, it has been endlessly frustrating to create the kind of music that i want to make. when i find a producer, we either don’t match creatively or we don’t match in our ideals. it sucks. especially when you have a burning desire to create organic music, as opposed to a ‘work for hire’ per se. of course i know that studio time has to be paid for, but i rather not hire the creative juices that are flowing up and through there. [unless of course your name is Ryan Leslie, etc]
as for the girl band. i do have a bass player secured, and a drummer. i still need keys and a dj/engineer. i am putting out several nets that keep coming back empty. there are many male musicians that are out there, but the females are a lot more difficult to find. it’s all good tho, i am willing to go -slowly but surely- for one of my life’s ultimate dreams. it’s allllll good. i can be patient.
organization. that has been the word of the day, week, and month. small spaces and too much stuff. talk about my feng shui skills are TRULY being tested. i might have to do before-and-after pics…. mmm maybe not. ’security reasons’ .
any who- let me go and finish all the work i have to do before i finish up. i got the domain for the new brand i will be working on with vincent hunt. he’s SUPER on point so i need to be thorough in my vision before i share it with him.
p.s. remind me not to agree to go to a play when i much rather be getting caught up on work, organizing my room and making it more serene. *sheesh!* but, oh yes, the bathroom looks sooooooo relaxing n pretty. :)
thevisualpoetssociety
Comment made on November 18, 2008 @ 1:28 pm
it can
only be
on your terms
if you want to
see
your dream fulfilled
youre doing fine
h…………………………….