Written by eLbie in zEn at 8:49 pm on Dec, 19 2008
i’m still here.. see been working on my site launch and all the prep work that comes before you can put on the type of crap i wanna do…
anywho. i got lots and lots of work to do so i will put up a video between now and friday to rant and rave about some really funny stuff that has been going on in the past few weeks.
here are some previews of what’s to come:
an associate ‘friend’ that cursed me out and told me to “kick rocks” because he had been lying to his family members about who i was to him [he let them ASSume that we were dating when in fact, i have never even touched him with a 10-foot-pole] and i told him i am UNCOMFORTABLE and will not discuss further OR along with any form of that behavior.
people that look in the mirror all day and ‘admire’ their exterior [meanwhile] their spirit is starved and as fruitless as the north pole AND the desert combined.
feeling like you have to please everybody when, in fact, the only person you can ever really attempt to satisfy is your OWN self, your OWN beliefs, and your OWN dreams.
my new company, new music, and new FULLY integrated site!!!!
for now tho: enjoy my grits. [filmed by my brand new flipvid]
Written by eLbie in zEn at 12:10 pm on Dec, 14 2008
[currently] happy to be back into artsy-fartsy-LifE mode. i admit, i tried to do the ‘normal’ thing for a couple years and dammit, it nearly KILLED me.
recording songs… feng shui’ing …. loving…. writing… i ♥ it. i am so blessed. i recognize.
Written by eLbie in zEn at 6:56 pm on Dec, 12 2008
and i had fun today. recorded myself and started to better learned how to do WHAT… but not really ‘cuz i know i’m doing everything the ghetto remedial way. but HEY… gotta start somewhere
for now go to my myspace page and listen to my song that i recorded with NO mic… i TOLD u!!! GHETTO-remedial.
Written by eLbie in zEn at 1:03 pm on Dec, 11 2008
[currently] post my grits n tea… loving the energy that i’m feeling in and around me. *sigh*
back at home painting/feng shui-ng this weekend, bed gets delivered on monday. [last time i order a bed online by the way] YES- then i’m in the game.
oh yeah - the sanskrit above says- om nama shivaya … “i honor and respect the divinity within me” i blogged it on my myspace blog earlier, would be silly not to make a note of it here…
here is a video that i find to be very refreshing and HOT and innovative. thank you Lady Gaga, for your indie hustle even while being on a major.
Written by eLbie in zEn at 2:18 pm on Dec, 10 2008
omg. am i slow or WHAT because i never knew there was a way to look up OLD websites that aren’t online anymore!!! this tooook me waaaaaaaaaaaay back. omg i LOVE how my site used to look.
jatawny!!! we were way ahead of our time honey… damn. u killed it with this one!!!!! i TOLD y’all i was killing it back then. MIND you circa 2002…. PRE-myspace.
thank you nolawi!!! you are GREAT. you totally made my WEEK
oh yeah- britney actually sold 504k in her first week. her album is a very hot party in my ears. one of my favorite songs on there is this one playing right now.
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|a walking contradiction|
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been working on my site launch and all the prep work that comes before you can put on the type of crap i wanna do…
