Written by eLbie in zEn at 10:58 am on Jun, 26 2009
pretty much everybody that knows me knows that i love mj. michael’s music practically raised me as much as my biological parents clothed and fed me. real talk. my love for him was far and beyond anything normal. [ok- it bordered on obsession. so??]
i couldn’t help it. the man was magic. the way his voice danced around those beautiful notes effortlessly. the way he spoke those gorgeous lyrics out of his mouth with such passion and sincerity… pure magic. all that and then BOOM- he dances with his body too!?!?! are u kidding me??? [insert corny gif file here]
u get the point. we all lost a huge part of our childhood.. the roots of who we are today. Michael did a lot in putting this thing called life to the most PERFECT soundtrack. thank you michael. you are now immortalized. human shoes were way too small…
Written by eLbie in zEn at 12:28 am on Jun, 1 2009
hi honies.. in spite of the curve balls that life keeps throwing at me, i had a great weekend. made sure i got out and enjoyed the weather even though some parts of me wanted to just stay in bed and be overwhelmed with the what ifs. what’s the point? i much rather enjoy the blessings that i have today. and i did.
in the midst of it all, i went with a friend to get an ekg and heard the medic tell her that even though she is in good health for the most part, a small part of her heart has an injury in it. he said it has probably been there for a while now. mind you- an injury, not a blockage.
kinda jokingly, i said, “she’s has a broken heart” … and then i was shocked to hear the medic say that there actually is an illness called the broken heart syndrome where, due to extreme emotional distress, the heart actually mimics a real heart attack.
ain’t that some ISH? do you know how many times my heart has been broken??? where does that leave me? i’m gonna meditate on some healing thoughts tonight.
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pretty much everybody that knows me knows that i love mj. michael’s music practically raised me as much as my biological parents clothed and fed me. real talk. my love for him was far and beyond anything normal. [ok- it bordered on obsession. so??] 
