hi honies… lately i been going thru a lot of negativity in my life. unfortunately, it is coming from some very critical players in my lifegame and clearly, i am going to have to cut an arm off or something. it’s cool because i am a firm believer that, sometimes, you have to let go of something big, to gain something even bigger and more magnificent.

for me, that ’something’ is freedom. ah YES. that unmistakable feeling of doing as your heart desires with absolutely no fear and no regrets. i live for it. and as i go through the mud and the bullsh*t, i know for a FACT that it’s only because freedom is much closer today than it was yesterday. bloooop!

seriously, don’t play with me. anyone who knows me [for real] knows that i am not the one to eff around with. seriously? i will give you all the chance in the world but guess what boo boo?? once, i feel that you have stepped over the boundary, that’s IT.

i owe it to myself to live MY truth and do what makes me happy. regardless of who and their mamma has a problem with it.  cuz frankly my dear, i don’t give a damn.

and one last thing i wanted to clarify for the babies that need it. about my blog.

my blog is not a celebrity gossip blog but i will blog about celebs that i happen to LOVE, hate or love to hate. basically this blog is about WHAT ELBIE LOVES, LIKES, HATES, or whatever. it’s about ME and what IIIIII feel like writing about. if you don’t like it, kindly click your a** away from here and don’t come back. ok? thank you & you’re welcome

byeeeeeee!!!

i refuse to talk about where all the gossip blogs are talking about that happened on the VMA’s. for me it had a different affect. i was inspired beyond belief and music by an artist touched me again like it had back when i first discovered M.I.A., peven everett, and j*davey. lady gaga honey. the winner of best new artist. hell yea!!! they BETTER had gave it to her.

i live for her talent, her fearlessness, and her candor. so so so so SO refreshing.

if you were under a rock and missed her performance… click below and go off honey cuz she SERVED it.

[EDIT: 9/24/09- they keep removing the vma performance from vimeo so here is another live performance from miss gaga. ]

i LIVE. friday’s fashion night out was the beginning of ny fashion week.
i haven’t made it out yet but the famous sparkly people definitely came out.

a lot of times, stuff gets to me. like, REALLY gets to me. it’s quick too. i don’t give anybody a 2nd chance, once you’re on the chopping block you’re done. if it was that simple, it wouldn’t be so bad. but after all that, i still have feelings of anger and resentment and extreme dislike.. it’s not healthy. as in, you will have health problems if these feelings continue to fester inside your body.

i recently jumped down somebody’s throat when all they were doing was asking for my suggestion regarding a trivial matter. i think the troubled relationships of my past have made me into this person that thinks that everybody is passive-aggressive and manipulative. the problem is that i keep getting proven RIGHT most of the time so i’m not to be blamed for my theory. shoot. in all fairness, however, everybody should get a clean slate and a fresh start.

but yeah, i’m working on it. on not getting so angry all the way to the boiling point of my blood. i’m over it. at the end of the day, nobody really matters that much.

any who, today is saturday… i have sales & purchasing & accounts payable to make happen. i see it’s gloomy and chilly outside and somehow i feel nothing but sunshine

unfortunately… 9/11 for those in ethiopia, or as boo puts it- ‘goddess land’, today is new year’s day. happy new year to all my ethiopian kings and queens.