Written by eLbie in zEn at 9:45 am on Nov, 24 2009
as usual, my gaga had a performance this past sunday night at the 2009 American Music Awards, KILLED it, and had me nearly pass the hell out. if u were under a rock, watching snoozefootball, or dexter and missed it: u know mama got the hook up for you rightchea:
and as if she didn’t do the MOST, the very next night, she stopped by jay leno for a sit0down chat and another smashing performance of bad romance. i just have to say that miss boomkack never fails to inspire me from deep down within the core of my soul. it is the most inspiring thing to see other people fight for their dreams and sing and dance all the way to the top, not to mention, laugh all the way to the BANK honey!!!! yaaaaaaas.
anywho- i must go for now and edit the night away.
i love what is coming up on elbieinc.com [details to follow]
Written by eLbie in zEn at 4:25 pm on Nov, 18 2009
hi honies.
so let me tell you what my latest youtube video is about. as you know every blog post i write has a lesson, a message, an emotion.. SOMEthin of major value to me and/or whoever reads it.
with that said, let me tell you what happened. how ’bout i was minding my own business and LOVING life [i might add] when i get a very rude text message: ‘you’re a lying BITCH, FUCK YOU!”
*blink blink*
wow, really??? is this the same person that for the past couple of months has been sending me all types of IGNORED email messages about how they think of me in ALL they do blah-blah-blah. again- IGNORED messages. i was definitely POLITE [don't want to be responsible for any slit-wrists] but never the less, any meager attempt at coming at me on some ‘i fucked up but we were meant to be’ shit was swiftly DISMISSED. sorry pumpkin.
[yeah i'm talking to yo' azz]
you had the OPPORTUNITY to get OVER and having something that was WAY out of your league. chances like that, or BLESSINGS, as i call them, only come around ONCE in a lifetime. clearly, you aren’t even worthy of my CORDIAL nature on ANY LEVEL. sorry but unstable, low self-esteem-induced, self-sabotage just doesn’t fly with me.
like, at ALL.
ask around. any miserable person that came at me on some combat shit because they are MAD that i’m happy will get CUT. no questions, announcements, psas, or memos boo. just straight- CUT.
Written by eLbie in zEn at 9:12 pm on Nov, 16 2009
ok. those that know me, KNOW that i was initially annoyed that this collabo was happening MAINLY because i PREDICTED that beyonce was GAGGING at gaga’s BREAKTHROUGH vma performance of ‘paparazzi’ and LOW AND BEHOLD- not even a week later she ‘asked’ gaga to be in her next video.
if u can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em eh bey???
it don’t matter cuz i still love the child [she better work holding that clutch and wind-ing it. i mean she literally lives out the 'glamourous&fabulous stripper' in all of us. LOVE the long side bang/ponytail. WORK for the kids bey!! WEEEEERK!!!
and STILL LOVE gaga in all her pale blond glory. and truth be told. her video for 'bad romance' MURDERS this one. i mean 1st degree honey ok????? [#dontgetittwisted]
soerrrummmm, the spectacular-ation of this video [by the public] is NOT surprising, butterrrrrummm, i was expecting epic and got [barely luke warm. BARELY. [shout to hype williams]
{EDIT: they keep deleting the videos i post so look it up on youtube or vimeo!]
Written by eLbie in zEn at 2:38 pm on Nov, 15 2009
*taps mic* ahem- i would have BEEN had some blogs up but my blog was broken [literally] and i couldn’t update ANYthing on it. *pout* but, thanks to persistence and perseverance, my hosting company fixed it. *i almost DIED when all my blogs just up & VANISHED*
anywho- i had the BEST birthday celebration this year. i can honestly say something ‘clicked’ this year. *sigh* God is SO good. i was SO happy that my bff & her husband were able to come from dc AND even bring my baby sis along with them!! i am SO grateful for their safe arrival to me and their return back home.
also my parents, who are wonderful and i continue to pray for them as they do for me. i am protected and a lot of it is because of their constant prayers on my behalf.
this year- i am closer to becoming enlightened and reaching zen. for real.
this year- i am grateful.
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|a walking contradiction|
i'm a freelance writer so don't get confused [or get it twisted] by the very improper way that i write on this blog. these thoughts are personal not business. that's different. :) iloveyou4reading.
