spent my saturday a a photoshoot by jatawnyvision

i can’t WAIT till i see and post the final pics!!!

i had a discussion with a tweetieboo today and got to thinking about beauty and where it lives in people. my feelings on beauty pretty much all stem from my childhood. i believe that’s true for most people.

i know people that grew up listening to how pretty they are and when they get older, they have no clue about what real life is about. no concept of spirituality. many of them think that the world OWES them a whole bunches of favors because they look so good. [chile please] everything stops on the surface and there is [clearly] not much there that actually counts. *side-eye*

on the other hand. those that grew up hearing - ‘you’re ugly’, etc… usually become adults that harbor a very deep self-hatred as well as a bitter grudge towards society.

either way- a recipe for disaster.

be very careful what you compliment about your children….. it will silently guide them through their whole life.

smh. hi honies. happy thursday to you. i’m supposed to be in miami right now but ——–bLooooooop. not happening.

in other news: last night i hung out with one of my dearest [ride or die] guy friends that i’ve known since i was in 12th grade.

we were never romantically linked in ANY way… just music, business, and life goals in common.

ok so his ‘girlfriend’ [who probably reads my blog- *waves with a fake smile*] has MAJOR self-esteem issues and the little girl had the audacity to call my phone at 12 something on some rah-rah shit.

IMAGINE??????

yes, honies. the heffa CALLED me.

now, she already had my number in ‘her’ phone [cuz the phone is actually HIS that he gave to her] so that wasn’t the issue and honestly i just thought she was calling him back cuz he had already called her to tell her he was gonna be on his way shortly [from MY phone].

anywho- the chile called me talking about “… i hope you’re not doing anything with my boyfriend cuz if i find out……” -that was all i needed to hear chile.

i very politely hung up on her mid-sentence and shook my head as i chuckled to myself.

right after i very sweetly told her that she had the wrong number cuz “i’m too bougie to talk to people like you”

serious bucket-head-status.

i swear. are people still acting like this??? u have to forgive me, i’ve been in my high-siddity bubble since i graduated from college so i had no CLUE.

keep that shit over yonder. bitchboobye

a newer me today was wild and rather revealing. it didn’t go as planned WHAT SO EVER. but friends [real ones] came thru for me and did NOT let me fall. not ONCE. i am deeply humbled and eternally grateful.

shout out to baHbLoco & christol. u guys TRULY know how to make a bish feel loved. i mean SERIOUSLY? wOw.

although i might not get what i want, WHEN i want it, i recognize how truly blessed i am and am happy to say that i loooooooooove the life that i am blessed to live in.

indeed- a spiritual being having a human experience….

goodnight honies.

you ever had one of those days that you DREAD was coming up??? like ‘tomorrow’ ?