i honestly was too busy living… to write anything yesterday.
didn’t answer my phone really. “it bees like that sometimes…” right?
im goin through many changes but i know they are for the better… i’m getting my wings back that used to make me fly to the highest platform and look above all the stuff that didn’t align with my prosperity.
the mundane
the ‘logic’als
the dream-killers
the stuff that fits inside everybody’s mental BOX.
yeah- that’s what it’s giving these days…
imma do me and while i AM respectful of my loved ones, this year will not be about explaining myself or dimming my life[light,glow] for the comfort of the observer’s eyes.
put some shades on or something… cuz mama doesn’t have a power switch this time.
apparently, [allegedly] i was supposed to get a tatt today. but it seems like plans got hi-jacked somehow. smh. whatever. in the meantime[in between time] here is an example of another inked beauty…
i forgot how much i love to look at beautiful pieces of visual art.
just a few things that can be found on my virtual wall… i will share more later.
photo by: jatawny
there are times when i get so sad… it gets hard to see the light that i KNOW surrounds me. people’s words of discouragement and disapproval usually don’t mean a damn thing to me. i am usually able to dismiss it and keep my focus on my goals. however, there are those FEW times that those words slip in and mess me up.
mostly because i respect and love the person that is uttering them.
it is at times like this that i look to the beauty of the world that is PURE, unconditional, and constant. consistency. today, that beauty is my goddaughter.
i love this child [and her big brother] so much. i love their energy and their bright exploring eyes. so much promise and excitement that lives within them. so blessed to be able to experience such greatness up close and personal….
can’t wait to see my babies next week!
its good to always recognize who we truly are. not our possessions, or any material things but as spiritual beings having a human experience.
that is a quote my bff shared on twitter and i thought it was profound. no matter what your flesh is involved in, it is your spirit’s location that determines your worth. it’s important to encourage and motivate yourSELF….. especially when life gets tough.
i had a very rough past 2 days and HONIES let me tell YOU- it was emotionally ROUGH.
but i also know that sometimes, pain has to come, in order for REAL growth to occur…. still kinda ‘hurts’ though.
i know what i know. love IS enough. i don’t have to be anybody that i am NOT in order for anybody to love me. i am ENOUGH just as i am. in all my ugliness, faults, quirks, annoying characteristics….. i AM love. and i AM enough.
if you can’t deal with me at my worst, you [most certainly] don’t DESERVE me at my best.
it’s divinely ordered that way.
oh namah shivaya …
