pillow princess …

ok so this post is a bit personal, but this is my blog so i can blog what i want to. right? riiiiiiight.

i’m grown and this is for grown folk so if you have any issues, please log OFF my site. thank you kindly.

ok. so i want to discuss the whole concept of pillow princess… for those babies that don’t know what the phrase means, let’s just say that it refers to the bedroom activity preferences of some women. [you can put the 2 and 2 together yourdamnself]

so, as for me, i have been deemed as such by most [if not all] of my exes.

*raises hand and waves it all around* guiltyyyyyyyyyyy!

yes honey, that’s what i am and have no shame in my game. simply put. i am the ‘prey’ , so hunting, i do NOT. awe-riiiiiiight?

now this post isn’t just to point out my obvious preferences but more, to illustrate something i realized today. [stay with me now]

so- with my exes- a few particular cases that is- they used to complain about me like ‘bitch u don’t initiate shit, you aren’t aggressive, etc…’

*shrug* wellllllll what u want me to do??? go to bedroom bootcamp and learn the art of ripping clothes off mufukkas??? naw shawty, that’s just not my style. and–errrruuuummmm… if you, somehow, don’t BRING it outta me?
*blink blink*

dontknowhatotellya…..

so i say all that to say… that i am in a relationship, CURRENTLY, where i am willing to do ANYthing to make my boo happy. ANYthing… like whatever is gonna rock socks OFF, im ready and WILLING with bells on. READY.

i have even [remembering the 'complaints' from the past] attempted to try and take ‘charge’ from time to time and i’m [happily] ‘turned down’ every single time. my king kindly smiles at me like: “poor baby, she’s trying to be all aggressive cuz she thinks thats what i want..aww”
then takes over and puts my crown on my head so that things at the palace can be as they were meant to be- me being treated like the ULTIMATE princess [pillow and otherwise]

yaaas HONIES!!! crown, throne, and ALL.. [u hear me???]

so seeeeee????? it wasn’t ME. it was the fact that i just aint wanna do what they [exes] wanted cuz, ultimately, i wasn’t getting the royal [spiritual] treatment that i deserved. bloop bloop!!!!

*sticks out tongue*