hi honies…. thank you for reading as ALWAYS. 
this full moon has been jacking stuff ALL the way UP. especially in relationships… confusion, doubt, discord, u name it… it’s WRONG. smh. lots of forced self-reflection is coming as a result though and i must be grateful for it. motivating me to be more selfish self-preserving and stop looking out for everybody’s comfort BUT my own. it’s cool. i am a humble student of life and love. bruises and all… imma learn. i swear i am. i’m telling you, it’s my fierce resistance to change that has been a MAJOR problem in my life fo’REAL. i mean, i know i’m a late bloomer but SHEESH!! it does keep me young in a lot of ways too tho. *shrug*
[pathetic blackberry charger]
so many years of heartbreak
so many past dark moments
for some reason…
years later
growth must have come within.
because
these days… today
i can’t find the tears to bring.
there is an eerie calm
it has taken over,
and i am comforted somehow.
loving you doesn’t scare me.
not anymore.
scared of what?
we.are.beautiful.
breath - taking
when we’re right,
we’re ALL the way right.
near perfection.
a gift from the universe
however brief
OR eternal.
mad at what?
i.am.bEautufuL.
proud that i love you so much.
pleased with
my capacity to love SO completely
a gift
from: the supernatural world
to: mE
there’s no pride
i just love you.
plain and simple.
we created a special world
between us.
next thing i know,
love takes over.
close or far away
energy never dies.
circumstances can’t make or break
what was created
with no need
for time or space.
at the same time,
i wont [again] forget
my first true responsibility,
my first true love.
Li’L oLe mE.
