it’s funny to me how people always have the totally wrong impression of me upon first sight. almost every single one of my current inner circle, that i love and adore, have told me that they [for whatever reason] highly disliked me when they first laid eyes on me. i don’t blame them, i guess. we’re all human. i know of at least one good time where i did the same exact thing to someone and i was super duper wrong about her too.

with me however, the usual consensus is that i’m: shallow, superficial, materialistic, dumb, not about anything that’s real and important, the type that enjoys playing with people like toys, rude, conceited… the list goes on..

clearly– after the pre-judger has had 5 minutes of talk time with me, he or she quickly changes their mind and keeps it moving. although, i can be [admittedly] ‘rude’ly honest and convinced of my queendom, it never ceases to amaze me how SURE people think they are of me. for the most part, i walk around knowing who i am ~ all of my intricacies, weirdness-es, or whatever– and meanwhile, the perceptions of me by others are so simplified and pretty much wrongashell. -oh well-

i couldn’t care less. it’s actually good cuz i want people to be weeded out of my immediate atmosphere [without any direct effort on my part]. and if all it takes is a couple of immature judgements before any dailogue, then good riddance bookats. [see? there goes that rudeness again]
*shrug*
when i think about it, it’s kinda like why i love tattoos [and will get more whenever i feel like it]… i want to repel those that judge me for having them on my skin, or think that women shouldn’t have tattoos. those shallow hals that are so focused on my outer appearance, that they will never |ever| get close to the rEaL me. so, take a picture *pose* and BYE! it is what it is.

oh yeah and i have to say one last thing. to those that think they know me because they click on elbieinc.com >if you have something to say about a blog i posted, put it in the COMMENT section [that's what it's there for] NOT my PERSONAL inbox. this is a public blog for the whole world wide web to see, not a doorway that leads to a personal discussion with me. stay in your lane before i put you there- mmmk??? *smooches* !!

this song is fun [props to jazze-phizzle] but i hate the outfits. wardrobe dept- FIRED.