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Feb

11

2010

RIP Lee McQueen :(

Written by eLbie in zEn at 6:16 pm on Feb, 11 2010

who: a devastated artistE that lost one of her most vibrant inspirations.
what: the genius that is alexander mcqueen
when: 5:50pm
where: surrounded by snow in nj

*sigh* honies… why must my heart keep breaking like this. today i learned that my favorite designer of ALL TIME committed suicide in his london home. 3 days after the death of his mother…..

this leaves me very saddened and brings me to talk about the fact that mental illness/despair is NOT looked at seriously enough in this world. there are successful people that are suffering in silence due to the stigma that is attached to mental [un]health.

please take care of yourselves honies… please!!!!! don’t think that buying gucci & prada is more important than looking withIN and making sure you are WELL…. there is no point in decorating a house that is rotting and falling apart at the foundation. you owe it to yourself to be well.

please look at some of the looks of the Alexander McQueen collection’s preview at paris fashion week in sept of ‘09.

WATCH THIS HONIES!!!!!!!!!
—– this show is SERIOUSLY the MOST inspiring and amazing display of fashion and art that i have ever experienced and i thank mr. mcqueen for generously sharing his gift with the rest of the world. —–

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Feb

10

2010

i love rihanna [again]

Written by eLbie in zEn at 10:13 pm on Feb, 10 2010

hi honies… it’s not monday but it’s snowing and i been in the house all day so u get more of my rih rih today!!! *throws confetti*
here are pics from her new video ‘rude boy’.

as usual she gives me EVERYTHING i need. LOVE LOVE LOVE her!!!

[look at the video all the way at the bottom!!]

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Feb

9

2010

techie tuesday

Written by eLbie in zEn at 11:02 am on Feb, 9 2010

dear steve,

ummm… i <3 apple and all the wonderful gadgets that you guys have come up with.

but ummmmmmm YEAH, about that ipad???????

NO.

that’s all.

thanks.

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Feb

8

2010

why i STAN for rihanna….

Written by eLbie in zEn at 4:38 pm on Feb, 8 2010

it’s monday honies and mondays will now always be dedicated to my favorite artists and/or songs. *cheese*
and of course first and foremost… i introduce to you… my riri *applause* *standing ovation*

as a former beyonce stan [during her days of dc and her 1st album], i have ventured onto totally different territory. i have always and STILL love her work ethic, talent, and energy on stage. but, myself being an artist i have grown and changed in my own personal life, so mrs. knowles-carter just ain’t my cup of tea anymore. and i will say it again… AIN’T.

*runs and hides from the tomatoes being thrown at me by the bey stans*

—– say what you want about her being off-key and not droppin it like it’s hot like miss bey be doing.. butterrrrrrummmmm.. her songs are FIRE AND [2] i like my artists spicy, fearless, and unapologetically REAL. ——-

ANNNNNNNNND- y’all heard it in that first video… RIHANNA TOUR THIS SPRING!!!!!!!! *twurks offline*

~*~ toOtLes&smOochEs ~*~

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Feb

7

2010

if u only knew…

Written by eLbie in zEn at 6:13 pm on Feb, 7 2010

who: a flickering light that refuses to go out.
what: God vs. ‘man’
when: i think today is superbowl sunday or something *shrug* wait- is my riri performing at half-time??? y’all better not let me miss it!!!
where: still in englewood with rollers in my hair. [like my pink nail?]

honies honies HONIES… if you only knew my daily STRUGGLES… CHILE. smh.

i’m telling you guys, you are reading the blog of an heiress to an entire kingdom. i aint lyin! i mean the shit that i have to deal with from those that call themselves -’family’ is AMAZING. u would really think i’m responsible for an entire nation out this mug.

the pressure to be perfect. the dangling of my ‘inheritance’ in my face as a way of making me succumb to strict demands. the constant badgering and critiques of the way that i was chosen [by GOD]to express myself. the ‘disappointment’ in their faces when i proudly tell them ‘i’m a freelance writer living in nyc!’ instead of ‘im a doctor married to a lawyer with 2 kids and a dog!’

i mean, need i go on??? i am not complaining… but in a sense, yes i AM!!!! i mean SHIT.

do i have to sacrifice my entire LIFE because i was ‘raised right’????
last i checked, i don’t belong to any animal herds nor am i a member of some secret cult that has a chip implanted in my shoulder. so what then?????

because i come from a ‘proud’ culture i have to bow down to it??? hell NO!!!

what about MY pride? me. a human being. with my own feelings, thoughts, and dreams. seeking my own bliss. finding it.

WHAT ABOUT THAT?????

let me tell you something: i am all for respecting my elders and things of that nature. howEVER, before anything else, i am a child of God[universe]… my life is divinely ordered and i will never… [ever ever ever ever ever EVAH] listen to the voice of a human that contradicts my divinity again.

yea, i said it. i am DIVINE. a GODess. a spiritual being that ignores the static of mere mortals. [IG NORE]

yes, honies, STATIC.

i have no time for it in my daily music of life. if you are static, *turns power switch* i turn you OFF.

*exhale* and just like that, i feel better.

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