blogging from bed & giving you face.

we all have seen it and a lot of times, we run away from it screaming. not me, honey. in my old age of 32 25 22 [oh! u get the idea] i have learned to embrace darkness. in all of it’s gloomy and tortured confusion.

i have learned that darkness HAS to exist. not all the time, but it [at the very least] has to set the backdrop for the bright light that is sure to make another appearance, at SOME point.

when stuff gets really bleak and i feel alone and down, i have learned that it is OK. something comes over me like a calming blanket. it’s ok to be lost, confused, sad, angry, or whatever your journey brings you to. just know that it is only temporary. just like you and me. just like life.

so with that- know that i love you my honies and today is a gift that you should take FULL advantage of!!!!! thank you for reading me and uplifting WITH me. bloooop!!

me right now at my favorite holistic bookstore getting my zen on.

im sure i’ve talked about this topic a million times in the many years that i have been blogging.  it should be common sense but apparently, there are a lot of people that just DONT get it.

for example. if you confide in a person about a situation you are going through with ANOTHER person, does it make sense for that person [months later] to discuss what you discussed with them TO that person and not tell you anything about it???

not to me. i don’t care if i am being ‘too much’ or whatever. i don’t ask for ANYthing that i don’t freely and happily give.  if you trust me with a moment of confusion or despair in your life, i will cherish it like it happened to ME. that’s just how i operate. if you don’t operate like that, please step AWAY from me and everything that i love.

as for me, you see that smile on my face? yes honey, it’s real and that’s how my spirit feels right about now in spite of the shade, back-stabbing, and wackness that is going on.

i guess that’s why my friends are more quality and not quantity.

hi honies… lately i been going thru a lot of negativity in my life. unfortunately, it is coming from some very critical players in my lifegame and clearly, i am going to have to cut an arm off or something. it’s cool because i am a firm believer that, sometimes, you have to let go of something big, to gain something even bigger and more magnificent.

for me, that ’something’ is freedom. ah YES. that unmistakable feeling of doing as your heart desires with absolutely no fear and no regrets. i live for it. and as i go through the mud and the bullsh*t, i know for a FACT that it’s only because freedom is much closer today than it was yesterday. bloooop!

seriously, don’t play with me. anyone who knows me [for real] knows that i am not the one to eff around with. seriously? i will give you all the chance in the world but guess what boo boo?? once, i feel that you have stepped over the boundary, that’s IT.

i owe it to myself to live MY truth and do what makes me happy. regardless of who and their mamma has a problem with it.  cuz frankly my dear, i don’t give a damn.

and one last thing i wanted to clarify for the babies that need it. about my blog.

my blog is not a celebrity gossip blog but i will blog about celebs that i happen to LOVE, hate or love to hate. basically this blog is about WHAT ELBIE LOVES, LIKES, HATES, or whatever. it’s about ME and what IIIIII feel like writing about. if you don’t like it, kindly click your a** away from here and don’t come back. ok? thank you & you’re welcome

byeeeeeee!!!

i refuse to talk about where all the gossip blogs are talking about that happened on the VMA’s. for me it had a different affect. i was inspired beyond belief and music by an artist touched me again like it had back when i first discovered M.I.A., peven everett, and j*davey. lady gaga honey. the winner of best new artist. hell yea!!! they BETTER had gave it to her.

i live for her talent, her fearlessness, and her candor. so so so so SO refreshing.

if you were under a rock and missed her performance… click below and go off honey cuz she SERVED it.

[EDIT: 9/24/09- they keep removing the vma performance from vimeo so here is another live performance from miss gaga. ]

i LIVE. friday’s fashion night out was the beginning of ny fashion week.
i haven’t made it out yet but the famous sparkly people definitely came out.