[currently] happy to be back into artsy-fartsy-LifE mode. i admit, i tried to do the ‘normal’ thing for a couple years and dammit, it nearly KILLED me.
recording songs… feng shui’ing …. loving…. writing… i ♥ it. i am so blessed. i recognize.
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it feels good….
Dec122008fuLL mOon…
and i had fun today. recorded myself and started to better learned how to do WHAT… but not really ‘cuz i know i’m doing everything the ghetto remedial way. but HEY… gotta start somewhere
for now go to my myspace page and listen to my song that i recorded with NO mic… i TOLD u!!! GHETTO-remedial.
Dec112008Lady Gaga ♥
[currently] post my grits n tea… loving the energy that i’m feeling in and around me. *sigh*back at home painting/feng shui-ng this weekend, bed gets delivered on monday. [last time i order a bed online by the way] YES- then i’m in the game.oh yeah - the sanskrit above says- om nama shivaya … “i honor and respect the divinity within me” i blogged it on my myspace blog earlier, would be silly not to make a note of it here…here is a video that i find to be very refreshing and HOT and innovative. thank you Lady Gaga, for your indie hustle even while being on a major.
[4363]Dec102008omg nolawi!!!
omg. am i slow or WHAT because i never knew there was a way to look up OLD websites that aren’t online anymore!!! this tooook me waaaaaaaaaaaay back. omg i LOVE how my site used to look.jatawny!!! we were way ahead of our time honey… damn. u killed it with this one!!!!! i TOLD y’all i was killing it back then. MIND you circa 2002…. PRE-myspace.WOW :click here to see the live version:thank you nolawi!!! you are GREAT. you totally made my WEEK
oh yeah- britney actually sold 504k in her first week. her album is a very hot party in my ears. one of my favorite songs on there is this one playing right now.
Dec92008hi!!!
[currently] in some quiet space getting a lot of work done. i swear being in DC slows me down. i guess i’m a slave to my own pleasure principle. if i don’t like it, i can’t work. period.
today i got caught up on some letters that i had to send to some folks for business opportunities. also got a big chunk of my branding plan done for mr. hunt cuz imma need my web presence to be a LOT hotter than this. i mean really, back in the days of elbieinc.com [for those that knew of me back then. but please don't go to the site now cuz they hacked and stole my domain to turn it into NOTHING] i was KILLING it. but now, with all the new webstuff that’s out and HOT - umm YA i need to step it up.thanks.i will end this blog by ranting, so forgive me in advance. my blog= my therapy.i truly love and ADORE my parental units. i have tried all my life to please them and make them proud of me. in this day and age, we have somehow fallen off a wagon that we were never even really ON. the wagon of communication. it makes me sad because it is my ultimate wish of alllll wishes to be close to them and have them love me in all my ‘inappropriate’ behavior. for them to shake their head and say “you’re crazy child. you do randomness that we would never do, but we wouldn’t have you any other way. and we love you just the same.” in the pursuit of that, i think i lost and neglected- ME. not only that, but that notion of unconditional love from them has almost turned into a foreign concept when it really shouldn’t.although, they have never said those words per se, i know the love me desperately. as i- them. it’s just that… when it comes to self-preservation and personal expression, i have to choose me over them. i have to chose to live the life that i desire even if they can’t give me their approval.life is short, and times are hard. i will always pray for that ground of ‘agreeing to disagree’. i love u mommy and daddy. no matter how many things i do that might make you angry or hurt.please just know that i am just trying to express myself and be ME- NOT hurt you.ok- i’m done.peace and love!!!p.s. i TOLD YOU brit-brit was gonna be #1 her 1st week…. nearly 500k copies sold honey. get into it. :D[4230]
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|a walking contradiction|
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