[currently] at bff’s house chillin with my god♥baby, getting ready to go downstairs to the theater room to watch dark knight.
ok. so last week was a wild one to say the least. lots of stuff happened around me. some out of left-field. some out of right.. and some - just BAD.
i couldn’t help but get quiet and pull back, as i normally do in the midst of chaos and blatant disruption. [it's either that or unleash a colony of scorpions on folks so errr ummm..] in the midst of my internal quiet, i saw many true colors emerging out of people’s aura.
[disappointed] story of my life huh? always expect folks to be super duper, and then get mad when i discover the holes in their operation. UGH!!!!!!
for example, i had everything set up to move into this spot [had a deadline to move-by and everything] and the ‘realtor’ that hooked me up [and BEGGED ME to move into his property] ‘got busy’ and didn’t return my call the weekend that i was to move in. HOWEVER, when my battery died on cellphone#1, i called him from cellphone #2, and the muthafukka called me back in less than 45 seconds talking about ‘did someone just call me’
[is that not some disrespectful shit?]
this FOOL, is so clueless and shallow, that he actually thought i was gonna wait around till he decided to get out of his flaky aquarius mode [sorry non-flaky aquarians] and BACK to fukkin rEaLity. [well, i got news honey!]
i don’t have time. which is precisely why i moved into the harLem.spot that i shoulda signed up for from giddy-up. bloop bloop!
let’s see what else: oh yeah i got some new ink!!!!! :) this is tattoo #2 for me but it CLEARLY felt like the first time all over again cuz HONEY- the 1st one did NOT feel like this joint right here. OUCHIE!!!!!!
fAbzEn tip #3 [be beautiful and on TIME. :)]
everyone that knows me, knows that i don’t wear a watch and i am on my own time most of the hours of the day, week, and month. the other day. i experienced an amazing phenomena. i planned a day ahead and was a whole 40 minutes EARLY to an appointment!! it was in town about 45 minutes away from me and it was a very important meeting. i did NOT want to make a bad impression, so i rose to the occasion. i was focused. i started getting ready a whole 3 hours before. it was very cool because it felt like i was on my own time due to the fact that i wasn’t rushing like a crazy person. i actually did my make up in the bathroom mirror [as opposed to the rear-view in my car lol] i had time to pick up a fresh lemonade 55 minutes before my meeting and go over the questions that i would be asking outside in the parking lot.
when i showed up 4 minutes before 10am, i was greeted with nothing but smiles and handshakes. it felt AMAZING!!!!! i will be making a habit of being early for stuff. it will be kinda hard in my personal life tho, but imma work on it loviEs!!!!
